Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Today's Reading From Reliving The Passion
Thankfully, there is now an e-book edition, so I can take it wherever I go and read it whenever I can.
Today's chapter is wonderful, so I thought I would share it. The scripture reading is Mark 14:1-9, where the woman took the jar of ointment and poured it over Jesus' hair.
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Woman!
What a blessed contrast you make to the rulers in Jerusalem! They would preserve their power; you come with no power at all. They vaunt themselves; you have - except for one remarkable characteristic - no self at all.
What is your name that I might address my praise to you? I don't know. Where you someone's mother? I don't know. Were you old, bent by years of experience? Were you a prostitute? Or else praiseworthy for purity and virtue? Were you poor, the ointment and impossible expense for you? Or rich, with easy access to a hundred such flasks? I don't know. Mark never says. I know nothing about you save this: that you anointed the head of my Lord.
Ah, but that's enough to know! That deed alone is your identity, your entire being: your self. It memorializes you forever. "What she has done," says Jesus, "will be told in memory of her." Woman, now you are that deed, neither more or less than that deed. I marvel at you. I pray God that I might do - and therefore be - the same.
For what was your gesture? An act of pure love for Jesus particularly. It was an act so completely focused upon the Christ that not a dram of worldly benefit was gained thereby. Nothing could justify this spillage of some three hundred days' wages, except love alone. The rulers who sought to kill Jesus were motivated by a certain reasonable logic; but your prodigality appears altogether unreasonable - except for reasons of love. The disciples, in fact, were offended by an act that produced nothing, accomplished nothing, fed no poor, served no need. They reproached you as a wastrel.
They were offended by the absurd, an act devoted absolutely to love, to love alone.
But Jesus called it "beautiful."
Who else anointed our High Priest, as priests should surely be anointed in office? Who else anointed our King, the son of David? Who else anointed the body of our Savior for burial? No one but you. I don't know that you consciously recognized these offices of the Lord; but love instinctively sees the truth. Love enhances and names in truth. No one else anointed him and by that gesture declared him Messiah, the Christ. The act, therefore, was more than beautiful. It was rare and rich with meaning.
And since the act is all there is of you, since humility has reduced you to this single thing alone and now you are no more nor less than your love for the Lord, you yourself are beautiful and rare and rich with meaning.
You are the beauty of faithful loving.
To those who do not truly love, you will ever be ephemeral or else an offense, either a shadow or an idiot. To me you are a model. You gave up all; you became nothing at all save love for the Lord; and exactly so you are remembered. Here, "wherever the gospel is preached in the whole world," is love's monument!
You, nameless, anonymous, lovely indeed: thank you.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
And so it begins...
There are a couple other reasons too. One is that I am attempting again to celebrate Lent. I am not Catholic, but I think out of all the Catholic traditions, it is one that I cherish. My recently deceased grandmother was Catholic, so this is a way to honor her as well. Plus, our leadership at MCC is trying to be the example by giving up something over the next forty days and praying for our church and our ministry expansion plan when we would normally be doing whatever we are giving up.
It will be interesting to see what happens. Personally, I am going through a book that I normally go through during Lent. It is called Reliving the Passion by Walt Wangerin Jr. (who also wrote my favorite allegory of Jesus called The Ragman). There are also some great resources through the YouVersion Bible app.
Friday, February 17, 2012
Unfriend Yourself.
I was in Colorado the past few days because my grandmother passed away early Saturday morning. She was 89 years old and was pretty active right up until about a year ago. A couple of weeks ago, she fell in her bathroom and was on the floor for three days before someone figured out something was wrong. They got her to the hospital in time to save her which was great but then through tests found out she had the worst stage of stomach cancer. I tried to get out in time to see her before she died, but to no avail.
On the flight out to Colorado, I started reading a short little e-book called Unfriend Yourself. Basically it talked about the perils and dangers of social network sites such as Facebook, Twitter and Google+ and how although they are great tools for relationships, they are sadly becoming the end-all for a lot of people are are replacing face-to-face relationships and such. Here are a few quotes I found were really interesting:
"It seems that, while I truly believed I was becoming a part of these people's lives on Facebook, I wasn't. Many of the people 'I got to know' on Facebook are little more than acquaintances now and weren't much more during our first semester. Today, all of those with whom I'd shared my life via social media are not my friends. They were never the people intimately involved in my life, despite the things I told them online."
"In essence, Facebook's agenda is for us to broadcast ourselves (notably the YouTube tagline), to talk about what we're doing and what we like...Facebook is a digital opportunity for us to self-present through status updates, photos, and "likes."
"We present-or promote-ourselves in such a way to cause people to think of us in a certain way. When I log on to Facebook, I find that I want to put my best foot forward; as a result I find myself bending the truth and skirting circumstance, ever so slightly, to offer to my 'friends' the best part of myself, the part of me that is the coolest, the funniest."
"Facebook has a tendency to inflame a condition we already have: thinking of ourselves more highly than we ought to think."
"I am not the center of the universe, and the funny thing my friend's cat just did is not all that important. Sure, there is a laugh to be had, but ever so subtly we have come to believe that everything about me matters, when it truly doesn't. Boasting, self-promotion, and self-construction are dangerous habits of the mind and heart."
"Quality time with friends used to be spent over coffee or dinner. Now more and more of our community life is managed digitally. Some studies show that most people communicate more online than they do offline."
"Unlike a network, which is built on communication, community is built on communion. 'Too often we applaud technologies that enable us to exchange information (communication) without attending to those means of sharing that build intimacy and deepen our communion with God and with each other.' Communication is easy. A simple text is communication, but it is not communion. A wall post is communication, but it is not communion."
"Facebook activism succeeds not by motivating people to make a real sacrifice but by motivating them to do the things that people do when they are not motivated enough to make a real sacrifice." (WOW - read that again)
"Technologies, and the ideas and media they produce, have a curious power over us. Did you know that 'Facebook addiction' is searched online 350 times more than 'cigarette addiction'? Many people who are regular social media users have a difficult time being away from their profiles for too long."
"Facebook is a great tool for supplementing and augmenting relationships, much in the same way fish oil is a great tool for supplementing our diets. However, many of us are replacing the main courses of our lives - in-the-flesh, face-to-face time with friends and family - with supplemental wall posts and tweets."
The author of the book says that one of the ways we can stay grounded and to not let social media be our only social activity is tough: to unplug from all social media for three days. In fact, this book has three chapters and his advice is to do one chapter each day that you are away from Facebook, Twitter and the like. And I am taking him up on the challenge. Why?
Because like many, I have let Facebook and other social media sites take over my life. When I was reading Unfriend Yourself, there were so many times when I felt he was talking directly to me. It's amazing how my mood can go up and down based on how many people like a comment I make or a link that I share. I think for me the pinnacle of silliness on my part came when I posted about my grandmother passing and then proceeding to notice which of my friends said something and which didn't and honestly debating whether I would just delete all the friends who didn't say something or at least post something passive-aggressive on there about those who didn't say anything.
OK - I may have been a little hurt. But let's have some perspective here. A lot of people don't check their Facebook news feed incessantly. I do. And now that I have the Facebook app for my iPhone and for my iPad, it is so much easier to do so. Perhaps some people decided to say something in person. It doesn't matter. The point is - I am letting social media become (and this is tough to even write the word) an idol. Social Media like Facebook make us feel more important than we probably should think we are. When we reach 200 friends...300 friends...1000 friends - we feel like superstars. When someone retweets one of our tweets (or in my case, when one of my tweet news stories is featured in someone's abolitionist daily news feed), we feel like someone thinks we are important.
I am not saying that Facebook is inherently bad for everyone. It just is for me. So...I'm taking some steps to try and get rid of this idol. I'm not going to delete my Facebook account or anything that drastic. I am going to give up Facebook for Lent, which starts really soon (Wednesday, February 22 to be exact). Now, I still have to post some things for my task force, and I still need to post some things for my church - but for the most part I am going to stay off Facebook, as in check it every five minutes, until Easter. If you happen to have a birthday between February 22 and April 8, my birthday wishes for you will be on Tuesday, February 21 and I am sorry for not wishing you a wonderful birthday on the actual date of your birth.
We'll see how this goes. I'm a little nervous. What am I going to do with all this free time? :D
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Exciting Opportunity
But I'm afraid.
I'm not afraid of the trip itself. I think it's going to be incredible.
I'm a little afraid of all the shots I will need to get. And those shots I need to get need to start soon. But that's not the main reason I'm afraid.
I'm afraid that this trip will change me in such a way that I will never be the same again.
And I know that is probably a good thing, but let's be honest. The things I will see, the people I will meet, and the experiences I will have will change me. And I'm afraid that once I go on this trip, I will never be able to go back. And I don't mean coming back to the USA. I just mean that once you're faced with all that heartbreak and the actual issue that you've been wrapping your head around and talking about and fighting for the last few years is no longer off in a remote country but that you are actually face-to-face with girls who have been sold, who have been held against their will, who now have a chance to rehabilitate their lives and be restored to who they were before all this mess - it will no longer be an issue. It will be my issue and I will stop at nothing to end child sex slavery in my lifetime.
And for that I'm afraid. Because that means things will have to change. And that I will actually have to...no, that's not right. I will be compelled at all cost to fight with everything I have to see this through to the end.
If you could pray for me and for this trip, I would greatly appreciate it.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Swan Song.

David Crowder's that is. Not mine! Heck, no. I have a lot of stuff to still say in this blog. When I can find the time. :D
The David Crowder Band released their final CD yesterday. 34 songs! A few of them are the typical Crowder fillers, although as opposed to what other bands do sometimes, these fillers feel like they belong on this album.
It's always sad when a band that you really like says their goodbyes. In this case, it is doubly sad because their debut big-label release Can You Hear Us? was released the same time I became worship minister for the very first time (I had done youth ministry for the eight years prior). So in a sense, I feel like I've been following David Crowder's worship music the entire time I've been doing worship music as a worship minister. Over the years, I've used several of his songs in worship services, although the last few years their songs have gotten so progressive (read: amazing) that they are hard to imitate with a amateur worship leader and an amateur band.
I thought I would do a top ten list of my favorite songs of David Crowder to pay my respects to this great band. By the way, I got to meet Crowder one time at a conference. Straight-up nice guy. Here's my list:
10. Every song that wasn't David Crowder's but felt like his.
- this would include Like A Lion (Daniel Bashta), O God, Where Are You Now (Sufjan Stevens), How He Loves (John Mark McMillan), Obsession (Deliriou5) and Thank You For Hearing Me (Sinead O'Connor). Even though he didn't write these songs, they are amazing.
9. Let Me Feel You Shine (Give Us Rest)
8. Sometimes (Passion/Give Us Rest)
7. Never Let Go/Remedy (Remedy)
- yeah I'm cheating again. But I feel these two songs are flip sides of each other.
6. Our Love Is Loud (Can You Hear Us?)
5. SMS (Shine) (Church Music)
4. No One Like You (Illuminate)
3. Only You (Illuminate)
2. All I Can Say (All I Can Say)
1. Stars (Illuminate)
Pretty good list, I think. I guess you can say that my favorite album of his would be Illuminate, since 3 of my top 4 are from that album. And if you asked me today, I would say yes. But tomorrow I might say A Collision, Friday Church Music, etc. David Crowder has created a great body of work, a great tapestry and I'm thankful for his contribution to worship music and music in general.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Top 10 Albums of 2011: #1

#1: Cool Hand Luke - Of Man
Concept albums are hard to come by these days. And generally that's a good thing: most of the time, concept albums are bloated, self-indulgent albums that fail due to at least two reasons: (1) most of the time, even a double album doesn't give us enough time for us to fall in love with the characters or the plot of a concept album. It's hard enough for a movie to do so - to have only ten songs to develop a concept leaves a lot of holes; and (2) usually at some point of a concept album, the music just isn't dramatic and compelling enough to hold our interest.
Cool Hand Luke has been a favorite band of mine since I first heard their album "The Fires Of Life". And when I heard that they were disbanding for good, I was a little sad because really good music by Christians is hard to come by sometimes. Plus - besides The Juliana Theory, Cool Hand Luke was really the only band in the last decade who was making music that I would like to make if I was in a band.
Of Man tells the story of Jesus' final days: from the Last Supper, through the trials and crucifixion up to when he ascended to heaven. This story is told through the perspective of the people in His life and who witnessed the Passion of His final week. Cool Hand Luke through music and lyrics recreates this well-known story so vividly that I can almost see it happening in my mind as I listen to these songs. Each song is so well-crafted, so haunting, that it has honestly changed me. And that is what the number one album each year should do: change you.
It is a dark retelling which isn't for everyone. Perhaps though because it is the same story we have heard a thousand times, that this version will be compelling for some people because it is different. I will miss Cool Hand Luke but am thankful that their final album is truly their masterpiece: hypnotic, mesmerizing, brutally honest, compelling, life-changing, ambitious, and hopeful.
Standout singles: all of them, but especially Are You Coming, His Eyes, Two Versions
The Top Ten Albums of 2011: #2

#3: Gungor - Ghosts Upon The Earth
A lot of creative types - myself included - have latched onto Gungor as the "band that will save worship music from its bloated self-indulgent mediocrity." With David Crowder stepping down after ten years of writing creative, thought-provoking worship tunes, we need another band to rise to the challenge, and Gungor is that band. After their last release "Beautiful Things," I thought Michael Gungor and company had reached its limit of creativity and out of the box musical composition, but I was wrong because Ghosts Upon The Earth surpasses its predecessor.
Upon first listen I was honestly a little disappointed, because I felt the music was that disjointed and that different. It was like this band had decided to balance the worship music scale by stepping as far away from the stuff you hear on K-Love as possible, and it unnerved me to tell the truth. But the more I listened to this CD, the more I began to appreciate the lengths that Gungor was willing to go to give a gift worth giving to God with this music. Even the song that unnerved me the most, "Wake Up O Sleeper" has become my favorite song on the album, because I love how it takes what seems to be disjointed acoustic instrument playing, adds some poignant lyrics and a sweet melody and melds it into a beautiful song. It's almost like they decided to take the idea of the song Beautiful Things and express the same idea musically.
I almost put this album as number one because it is so ambitious, so audacious in fact - but #1 to me seems to be even more ambitious if not as musically compelling.
Standout singles: Wake Up Sleeper, Brother Moon, This Is Not The End
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
The Top Ten Albums of 2011: #4 and #3

#4: Jason Gray - A Way To See In The Dark
I feel like Jason Gray has taken a look into my own life and written songs that either perfectly describe how I'm feeling/have felt, or that have been written to encourage me to find hope in those times when you feel like giving up, using lines such as: "After awhile in the dark your eyes will adjust/In the shadows you will find a hand you can trust."
Brutally honest and raw, the songs on Jason Gray's 2011 release vacillate between Gray's own admission of his struggle with fear and pain, and reminding us all that we have a God who can not only help us in the darkness, that he came into our darkness to be the Light of the World. I had the opportunity to hear Jason Gray speak and sing on Andrew Peterson's "Behold The Lamb Of God" Christmas tour, and it gave me a little glimpse into the man behind these songs. As for the music, it's really good too, alternating between soft acoustic numbers and rousing full-band anthems. This is a CD I find myself returning to time and time again, one of the reasons being that his song "Without Running Away" has become one of my life songs, because it really describes the way I feel a lot of the time.
Standout singles: Without Running Away, Remind Me Who I Am, Nothing Is Wasted

#3: Coldplay - Mylo Xyloto
I have been waiting since Coldplay released "A Rush Of Blood To The Head" for an album that excited me about the band as much as that one did. X&Y was a mixed bag, no doubt; Viva La Vida had some incredible tunes and much ambition, but felt a little disjointed as a whole album. Heck, even one of the songs on that album felt like an amalgam of three different songs.
I listened to Mylo Xyloto on repeat pretty much the whole time I was in Dallas for a technology convention. Each song on this album is rather amazing and contributes to the album as a whole. Whereas their last CD emphasized death, this CD to me is a vision of what Chris Martin and company feel about life after death: heaven, the afterlife, paradise - whatever you want to call it - these songs offer a definite opinion.
The addition of electronica courtesy of Brian Eno has polarized fans on this album. However, as someone who loved U2's last CD No Line On The Horizon, I love this addition and believe it adds to what Coldplay is trying to achieve on this CD. Even the Rhianna guest spot on Princess Of China - something I would normally not appreciate, because I am not a fan - works.
Standout singles: Paradise, Us Against The World, U.F.O.
The Top Ten Albums of 2011: #6 and #5

#6: The Civil Wars - Barton Hollow
It seems like this CD has been out forever, but it was released in 2011. I first heard this duo - made up of John Paul White and Joy Williams, two Nashville singer-songwriters who came together during a writing session (and the rest is of course history) - when I downloaded their two song Christmas EP for free last year. (If you haven't downloaded free music from NoiseTrade, I would suggest doing so. I have found many bands/artists that are under the radar before they make it big.) I was immediately intrigued by the intricate yet soft acoustic guitar, and the incredible harmonies that come out of these two people. Then I got their "Live at Eddie's Attic" (also free on NoiseTrade) and was blown away. White and Williams get mistaken as married often; they are that comfortable with each other on and off stage.
Barton Hollow is a wonderful CD. You may have heard the haunting piano song "Poison and Wine" on several TV shows this past year, or perhaps you saw them perform "Barton Hollow" on Conan or another talk show. I'm not sure there has been a more critically lauded musical act this year than The Civil Wars. They definitely deserve it, because this CD is amazing.
Standout singles: Barton Hollow, Poison and Wine, 20 Years

#5: The City Harmonic - I Have A Dream (It Feels Like Home)
You may not have heard of The City Harmonic. It's a shame because this up-and-coming worship band has put out two of the best worship CDs of the past several years. Their first one, which was a six-song EP, was an incredible collection of piano-driven tunes, amazing melodies, and soaring background vocals. You may have heard their biggest hit so far, called "Manifesto" which is basically the Apostle's Creed plus the Lord's Prayer put to a driving beat. (Here's the video)
I thought it would be hard to top their EP, but I was wrong. Their full-length debut album is incredible. Taking the idea of Martin Luther King, Jr's speech "I Have A Dream", The City Harmonic expands on it and takes it to the next level through song. There is not a single song on here that I skip - and that is saying a lot, because there aren't very many albums that I can say that of. If you like piano-driven rock music a la The Fray or older Coldplay put to great worship lyrics, look no further than The City Harmonic.
Are you amazed that all this adulation is for an album I have as #5? That tells you how much I like the top 4 albums.
Standout singles: Yours, Mountaintop, Wake Me Up
Top Ten Albums of 2011: #8 and #7

#8: Owl City - All Things Bright And Beautiful
Not only does Owl City have the coolest name ever - Adam Young - but he puts out some really great music. If Ocean Eyes was just the icing on the cake of what Owl City could do when it comes to creating music in your basement, All Things Bright And Beautiful is the actual cake. Creative, whimsical music that soars with memorable melodies, electronic sounds, and even some traditional instruments, All Things Bright And Beautiful will make you rethink musicians who were discovered on MySpace. This album is that good.
Standout singles: Galaxies, Deer In The Headlights, Dreams Don't Turn To Dust

#7: John Mark McMillan - Economy
Yes, he used to be known as "that guy who wrote How He Loves, and I'm really uncomfortable about that sloppy wet kiss line so I'm going to change it," but John Mark McMillan now is comfortably lodged into the worship music scene. John Mark McMillan is different than most worship leaders and songwriters, however, because the music isn't formulaic, and when I'm listening to his CDs, I feel like I'm driving down Route 66 in the heart of America, driving by once-shiny towns now battered and bruised by the interstate system, and McMillan is sharing his heart with me as we cruise down the road together.
I love his honesty. I love his scratchy, unpolished voice. It certainly isn't worship music for those who like easy Psalty book answers and your standard G C Em C chord progression. It is for those who have more questions than answers, who like their music tinged with some Southern rock or a simple acoustic, and who listen to lyrics like "Chase me down like a lion, like a bird of prey, Lift me up from the ashes of my heart's own shallow grave, 'Cause I know that I love you, but sometimes I'm afraid" and know that John Mark is telling their story too.
Standout singles: Daylight, Love You Swore, Seen A Darkness
The Top Ten Albums of 2011: #10, #9

#10: Know Hope Collective
2007 was a tough year for Christian music as the band Audio Adrenaline said goodbye after a long career. I remember when I was in college when a friend of mine bought their first album (on cassette, that tells you how long it has been) and raved about them. When I listened to them for the first time, I thought they were actually terrible. And if you talk with the original members of Audio A, they will admit as such. However, their next album was better, and by the time Bloom hit, Audio Adrenaline was a band that wrote fun songs and started having radio hits.
When I heard that two of the founding band members were forming a worship band, I was a little skeptical. In fact, I didn't buy the album at all until our worship intern this summer let me listen to their CD. And I immediately liked it. Mark Stuart and Will McGinness have put together a great group of songs (including a couple of Audio Adrenaline favorites) that direct your thoughts towards God. And this album wasn't written in a vacuum, but out of the time, money and energy that Mark and Will give to their mission to Haiti. I highly recommend this album.
Standout singles: Attention, Build Us Back, Ocean Floor

#9 - Foo Fighters - Wasting Light
Who would have figured that Dave Grohl would have a more successful (and in my opinion, a better) career with Foo Fighters than with Nirvana? I know most music afficionados believe that some FF albums are better than others; personally, I can find something great about every album. I happily make the claim that Foo Fighters are the best rock band out there right now, period. Something that happened this year that made Foo Fighters endear themselves to me even more was their counter-protest song they did in front of the protesters from Westboro Baptist Church.
What I love most about this album is the different guitar sounds that are used for each song, and I wonder how these songs would be live, because it just seems like there are so many great things going on musically with each song. This is just a fun album to listen to - Taylor Hawkins has never sound better on the drums, and the harmonies that are used on some of these songs are just incredible.
Standout singles: Bridge Burning, Rope, These Days
Top 10 Albums of 2011

I am really behind in movies, so that list is going to have to wait. 2011 was a great year for music, at least for the music I like to listen to. It was hard to rank them all, but on my road trip to Maryland, I had plenty of opportunity to listen to all of them and rank them all. In the past I have just listed them all in one post; this time I am going to do two albums for each post until the last two. Agree or disagree with my rankings? Let me know!
Next post: #10 and #9.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Isn't There Anyone Who Knows What Christmas Is All About?
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Christmas Carol Devotion #4: O Come O Come Emmanuel
Time after time, the Israelites found themselves separated from God - always by their own doing. And God would eventually deliver them, only to be betrayed by His chosen people again. So we find two constant themes in the Old Testament:
- The Israelites, no matter how hard they tried, were unfaithful to God.
- God remained faithful and fulfilled the promises He made to them.
Through His prophets, God made many promises. Isaiah 7:14 says, "Therefore the Lord Himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and you shall call His name Emmanuel." The name Emmanuel translates as "God with us." It's a remarkable promise - the Ultimate Being and Creator of the Universe promising to make Himself physically present with the people who have proven themselves unworthy.
In one of the most somber Christmas songs, "O Come, O Come Emmanuel," there is an embraced tension within Israel. They are in exile, separated from God yet again. With a somber perspective, they choose to rejoice in the promise God has made to them. With nothing else to cling to, in the midst of desperation and loneliness, they recall and proclaim the promise that God would be with them - knowing that, in spite of their unfaithfulness, God is faithful to His promises.
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So much to chew on here. I've liked this song for a long time and we always do it at least once at Christmas. My personal favorite is the Future of Forestry version, although I really like the Chasing Furies one too. I was going to use this song for our Christmas day service, but it really doesn't make sense to do so. On Christmas Day, the hopeful expectation of the Messiah isn't an expectation anymore, it happens and we celebrate the Messiah's birth, not the hope of His birth.
I've always loved the idea of Emmanuel, too. "God With Us." (For a great video about God With Us, check out this one.) At the beginning of Jesus' birth, we are told that His name will be Emmanuel, which means God With Us. At the end of Jesus' life, He told us that He will be with us always..." So from the first of His life to the last of His life on earth, Jesus promised that He would be with us.
But it gets better.
Because in Acts, when Jesus leaves His disciples, the promise of God With Us becomes something even greater, even more special. Why? Because God With Us has now become God In Us. The Holy Spirit. Unfortunately, we tend to kind of ignore The Spirit. We don't talk about him/her much, we tend to downplay their role in our lives, and that's a shame. Because Jesus said that we would do greater things than He did while He was on earth. Because He was sending someone to be our helper, our advocate (John 14).
Okay, I'm off track. This song reminds me of what Adam, our student minister, said in his message during Thanksgiving weekend. That it's easy to give thanks for the good things that have already happened to us. It's a lot hard to give thanks for the good things we are praying about and expecting to have happen. In the same way, it's easy to rejoice that the Messiah is coming when He is already here. It is much harder to rejoice in the Messiah who is yet to come.
Tuesday, December 06, 2011
Christmas Carol Devotion #3: Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
Anyway, I like most of the sultry female voice versions of this song that I've heard on the radio, but I also really like the Relient K version of this song - I used it as the background to our announcement video this past Sunday.
I want to focus on the first three lines of this song:
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on our troubles will be out of sight
Did you know that these lyrics were not the original lyrics? This song was written for a musical starring Judy Garland called Meet Me In St. Louis. Garland and the director of the musical criticized the lyrics as depressing. I don't blame them, look at the original first three lines:
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
It may be your last
Next year we may all be living in the past
Depressing, huh? Did you know that another line in this song was changed at an even later date, after several versions became popular? The original line "From now on we'll have to muddle through somehow" was changed to "Hang a shining star upon the highest bough."
Can you imagine this song being popular at all with the original lyric? No way. We want our Christmas to be merry and bright. Which I definitely agree with, although I think sometimes our desire for a merry Christmas blinds us to the fact that the first Christmas had some merriness to it; yet it also had a lot of pain, a lot of confusion, etc. Two songs remind me of this. One is a song from the CD Behold The Lamb Of God by Andrew Peterson. Just two nights ago I got to see A.P. and friends perform this entire CD in concert, it was amazing. Anyway, one of the songs is called Labor Of Love and it starts out like this:
It was not a silent night
There was blood on the ground
You could hear a woman cry
In the alleyways that night
On the streets of David's town
And the stable was not clean
And the cobblestones were cold
And little Mary full of grace
With the tears upon her face
Had no mother's hand to hold
Another song, which I'm contemplating doing this Sunday for special music, reminds us of the forces at work - both spiritual and human - when Christ was born and how it is the same today as it was then.
If You were born today
We'd kill You by age eight
Never get the chance to say
Joy to the world, peace on the earth
Forgive them for they know not what they do...
By all means, let's have a merry Christmas. But let's not forget that a woman had labor pains, it was cold in the stable, babies were killed by the insane king Herod, a family had to flee to Egypt, and a baby would grow up to one day die on a cruel cross for things He did not do.
Monday, December 05, 2011
Song List - December 4th, 2011
Glory To God Forever (Fee)/O Come Let Us Adore Him
All Creation Sing (Joy To The World) - North Point version
God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen - Mercy Me version
It Came Upon A Midnight Clear - Kutless version
Glory In The Highest - Chris Tomlin
special music (myself and Kim): Give This Christmas Away - Matthew West
Christmas Carol Devotion #2: Angels We Have Heard On High
At the California one, I was asked to be the "sponsor" for the kids who came without youth groups, so I hung out with them all week long. One night everyone broke into their groups outside, and my smaller group hung out at the campfire. Nobody was really in any mood to talk about stuff that happened that day, so someone suggested singing some songs around the campfire. Now mind you, there were eight of us at the most around the campfire. We sang for about an hour and had one of the best worship times I've ever had. The best part of the story is this (and remember, it's true): later that night I was talking with a youth minister, and he was telling me that although he had a good night talking with his students, that he wished he could have gone over to the campfire to sing songs, since everyone else at the camp went over there. I told him that actually there were only eight of us at the campfire, and with an incredulous look on his face, he told me that from where his group was, it sounded like there were 200 people around the campfire singing songs. Another talk with a different youth minister confirmed this.
Ever since then, I have attributed it to angels singing with us. At the time, I wasn't really that "into" the idea of angels or demons or the supernatural. But it opened my eyes to the fact that the spiritual world is out there, and things happen that can only be explained by "other" forces at work in our world. Just thinking about that night at the campfire brings me to a sense of awe, of being grateful that for a brief moment in time, it was like God pulling open the curtain so I can get just a glimpse of His glory.
Angels We Have Heard On High has been a favorite carol of mine for some time. I'm not sure what my favorite version of this song is, although I've always liked Michael W. Smith's Gloria on his first Christmas album. I've loved that album for a long time - one of the reasons is that it is the last really good memory I have of my stepfather. When I was in college, he flew out to California from Florida, and then we drove up to see his daughter in Merced. I happened to have this Michael W. Smith Christmas cassette with me, and we listened to it all the way up and all the way back.
One of my favorite Bible stories as it relates to Christmas is the story of the shepherds being visited by the host of angels. I love it because it reminds me of how ludicrous it sounds, that God didn't announce the birth of his Son to Caesar or the heads of state or to the chief officials. He announced it to a bunch of lowly shepherds, smelly dudes out in the fields who had no power, no royalty - just a bunch of sheep. It reminds me that God doesn't care about prestige or position or pedigree. He cares for all, and gives his most important announcements to those who are willing and ready to hear.
I want to close with an excerpt from the YouVersion devotional on this carol:
"It seems like people tend to have fewer experiences these days of complete awe. Technology has brought so much of the world to our living rooms and fingertips that we can see anything we want and feel like we are at anyplace we want to be. Unfortunately, most of us probably have fewer awe-inspiring moments with God like we should. Our relationship with Him often becomes too comfortable and even ordinary.
This Christmas, make an attempt to regain those awe-inspiring moments with God. Strive to make your relationship with Him something so inspiring that it causes you to rejoice like the angels did. Don't let your relationship with Him be ordinary, but rather make it extraordinary."
Friday, December 02, 2011
Christmas Carol Devotion #1: Joy To The World
I love Christmas songs. And being a worship minister has some great advantages in this department because you can start listening to Christmas songs and no one will think you are loony (at least not completely.) My favorite Christmas song has been documented in this blog (that would be O Holy Night, I am sure it will come up in this devotional), but I am excited to look at other Christmas songs and glean a deeper truth from them.
First up on the docket is Joy To The World. I have two favorite versions of this song right now. One is called All Creation Sing (Joy To The World), originally done by Fee but the North Point version is awesome. The other version is Future of Forestry's version, which throws in a little bit of All Creatures Of Our God And King and just has a cool sound.
I think sometimes in the Christmas season, it is hard to find people who are joyful. I read several different stories of crazy Black Friday incidents, including a lady in California who pepper sprayed other shoppers so she could get to the good stuff first. I watched a video of what seemed to be a thousand people pour into an Urban Outfitters store. We are often tired from shopping, tired from Christmas festivities and school plays and holiday office parties and opening cards and getting pictures with Santa and hearing those Salvation Army bells ringing incessantly and more...to actually stop during this craziness and think of things to be joyful about seems almost anti-Christmas season, right?
One way I try to be joyful is thinking about the little things that go on in our lives in December: my birthday, my grandmother's birthday, Debby and my anniversary, cookie and goodie baking (and collecting) with our brother-in-law's huge family down in Cincinnati, Christmas eve services at our church, finding new versions of songs to try out this year, etc. Today I experienced a joyful moment as I helped set up our worship center's stage to look like the movie set of It's A Wonderful Life. Taking time to find joy in the little things this holiday season is a great way to have a joyful spirit this time of the year. Oh yeah, I almost forgot. EGG NOG.
What are some things that remind you to stay joyful during this time of the year? Ultimately, reminding myself of why I do this stuff every year - because our Lord was born, because our Savior reigns, and that He rules the world, not through force and demands, but through truth and grace is the best way to keep a joyful spirit now and any time of year.
41...
- my mom never got to see her forty-first year; her life was tragically cut down at age forty from lymphoma.
- when I think about my mom and stepfather and when they hit their late thirties/early forties, it just seems so bizarre. I just don't feel as old as I thought they were when I was a teenager. I don't feel as responsible as I assumed they were. I do know I have made some better choices than they have, which makes me feel slightly better. Perhaps it is because my daughter is ten years younger than I was when my parents hit forty that makes me feel younger.
- I think about death a lot more now that I am in my forties. Not in a morbid way, but more of a "what legacy will I leave my daughter and what mark will I make on this world" type of a way. I have to admit, death kind of freaks me out.
I have been thinking about what I would like to experience in my forty-first year and who I want to become in this year. Some glimpses:
- I want to be a better friend to those who have been great friends to me. One of my problems is that I am one of the most non-observant people in the history of the world, and I just don't notice when someone needs help or is hurting or whatever. God, increase my discernment in this area.
- we are in the process of helping a couple of people who are struggling in life, and although it is challenging and frustrating at times, my hope is that we can not only continue to help them out but also perhaps we can help more people.
- my passion for fighting human trafficking has been rather hot and cold as of late: I believe some of it is a lack of time to devote to this cause; but I also sense some discouragement through the second half of 2011 because we have seen a large number of task force members just disappear on us. God, please help us connect and network with others who have this passion and who will stand with us.
- I need to spend more time in the woods, on a bicycle, climbing a hill, skiing (even if it is Ohio style skiing) and adventure seeking.
- help me Lord to apply these Dave Ramsey principles to my life now that I don't hear him talk for 45 minutes every week for 13 weeks.
- I need to pray more, journal more, blog more, and express through writing what I am learning, what I am frustrated with in this world and with myself, and what God is showing me. I need to be quiet more, to listen to that gentle whisper, to cling to the Vine that sustains, strengthens and ignites me.
That about does it for now. As my 45th minute of being 41 quickly approaches (it takes more time blogging with an iPad I have found), I hope that as you read this post that you find yourself wondering how God is going to use you in whatever number of year you are in right now.
Thursday, December 01, 2011
I might get back into this...
So...expect some posts to come from me soon. No, really this time.
Monday, May 16, 2011
5K For 50 Days: Day 5
Anyway, I was trying to think back to when I last ran a 5K, and I think I narrowed down to either 10th or 11th grade at my hometown festival. (Last month I walked 6 miles in New York to get from the rental car company place to my brother's condo, but I'm talking about actually walking fast/running) That means (yes, I'm getting old) that approximately 25 years ago was the last time I participated in an actual 5K run.
Why am I doing this? Because I want to raise money for Love146, an organization that is devoted to ending child sex slavery. Because I'm looking at these 50 days as a journey with physical and spiritual ramifications. And because I want to raise awareness about what goes on in the world today: the exploitation of children sexually.
Will you support me in my endeavor? You can go here.
Friday, May 13, 2011
5K for 50 Days
I am, however, doing a lot of running/walking these days. I have decided to join my fellow task force leaders in being part of "Tread On Trafficking" this May and June. Tread On Trafficking is a virtual run/walk that is talking place all over the U.S. and Europe where participants walk/run/exercise in order to raise money and awareness for Love146 and what they are doing.
At first I decided to run/walk 150 miles in 50 days. However, I decided that wasn't very catchy. So now I am running/walking a 5K every day for 50 days. If you are interested in sponsoring me, you can go to my personal Tread On Trafficking page which can be found here. Below you will see a humorous commercial for Tread On Trafficking starring my new (and only) favorite golfer, Ben Crane.
Tread on Trafficking from LOVE146 on Vimeo.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Hello...is it me you're looking for?
Starting this week, I will be talking in this blog a little bit about a book I've been reading that has really helped me understand more about who I am and why I do things the way I do them. This book is about being an introvert in the church and how being an introvert in an extroverted world can be challenging. The first blog post I think I will write is concerning how extroverts view introverts wrongly and what being an introvert really means. So expect to see something coming soon. If you even check this any more. Which you probably don't. That's okay. I don't check it either.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Song List - March 27, 2011
Awesome Is The Lord Most High - Chris Tomlin
All To You - Lincoln Brewster
From The Inside Out - Hillsong United
Overcome - New Life (new song)
All To Us - Chris Tomlin
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
Song List: October 31st, 2010
Anyway, we did an unplugged set with candles and stuff.
Song of Hope - Robbie Seay Band
Cannons - Phil Wickham
Lead Me To The Cross - Brooke Fraser
Jesus Paid It All - Kristian Stanfill version
How He Loves - John Mark McMillan (original lyric version)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Song List - October 17, 2010
Glorious One - Steve Fee
Our God - Chris Tomlin
We Crown You - Steve Fee
Everything - Tim Hughes
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
New Release Tuesday! - October 12, 2010

The first is Flags by Brooke Fraser. Brooke is a musical artist from New Zealand. If you have paid attention at all to the last few Hillsong United albums, you have definitely heard her songs and her voice. Some of the worship songs you may be familiar with that are hers are Hosanna, Lead Me To The Cross, and Desert Song. However, she is more known in her home country of New Zealand as a best-selling solo artist. Her last CD is called Albertine and was my favorite album of that year.
Flags continues her excellent work. At first listen it seems a little less dark than the last album - both musically and lyrically. My favorite track so far is the last one, called "Flags." If you get it through Amazon, you get a bonus track, which is an acoustic version of Flags and I think even better than the original. Here is a snippet of the lyrics from that song:
You who mourn will be comforted
You who hunger will hunger no more
All the last shall be first
Of this I am sure
You who weep now will laugh again
All you lonely be lonely no more
Yes, the last will be first
Of this I'm sure
I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters stand
I don't know why the little ones thirst
But I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first
I am looking forward to listening to this album over and over again over the next several weeks.
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Although, the same day that Flags is release, another favorite artist of mine, Sufjan Stevens, has released an album - so I guess I will have to alternate between the two.
Sufjan it seems has abandoned his quest to write an album for every state in the U.S. Which kind of makes me sad, but it's probably not a very realistic goal. Unless he's planning on doing this at age 95 or something. Anyway, not only is his new album The Age of Adz not a state project, it's also different musically than the last several of his albums, which have leaned more towards what I like to call "Americana quirky folk," filled with banjos, flutes, Sousa-type musical numbers, and cheerleader background vocals. (Don't worry, the flutes and cheerleader vocals seem to still make their appearances on this one.) Musically, The Age of Adz adds some electronica to the mix. So far I've really enjoyed it, although I've heard there's a song with some "surprising" lyrics coming from Sufjan, a professed Christian. But I'm okay with that.
Song List - October 10, 2010
Monday, October 04, 2010
Song List - October 3, 2010
Not To Us - Chris Tomlin
Blessed Be Your Name - Matt Redman
Come Thou Fount, Come Thou King - Gateway Worship
The Wonderful Cross - Chris Tomlin/Matt Redman
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Chase The Lion Testimony Video
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Chase The Lion
Miamisburg Christian Church is starting up a new message series this coming Sunday, and I think it's going to be a great one! Join us for Chase The Lion!
Sept 19 - Defying Odds
Sept 26 - Facing Fears
Oct 3 - Overcoming Adversity
Oct 10 - Embracing Uncertainty
Oct 17 - Taking Risks
Oct 24 - Seizing Opportunities
Oct 31 - Looking Foolish
Miamisburg Christian Church Live Out Video
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
My article on human trafficking
I was asked to write an article for a cool online magazine called Circle Six as they are spending all week long focusing on human trafficking. Yesterday they "published" my article, so here is a link to it:
A Crime So Monstrous
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Permission To Speak Freely

Through September 3rd, you can get Anne Jackson's new book in audio form for only $2.99 by going here and putting in the promo code JACKSON7210 when prompted to do so.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Song List - August 29, 2010
Indescribable - Chris Tomlin (this was only done first hour)
Salvation Is Here - Hillsong United
From The Inside Out - Hillsong United
Sweetly Broken - Jeremy Riddle
It Is Well - Todd Fields version
The background song on the baptism video was the song "Beautiful Things" from the worship band Gungor (on their Beautiful Things album, I highly recommend it!)
Monday, August 30, 2010
Baptism Video - August 29, 2010
Here is the baptism video that I put together that we showed this past Sunday. Thanks to all of our media team members who for the most part filmed each baptism video!
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
New Arcade Fire album
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
If ever there was a video and song...
Thank you once again Gungor.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Gungor
Here's an explanation of the band itself as well as an introduction to their new CD.
Here is the title song from their new CD. Enjoy!
EDIT: Here is an acoustic version of Beautiful Things. LOVE LOVE LOVE
Thursday, June 24, 2010
My Daughter Runs To Grandpa's Camera
Monday, June 21, 2010
VBS Recap Video
2010 VBS Recap Video from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Song List - June 20, 2010
Happy Day - Tim Hughes
Rise And Sing - Steve Fee
Salvation Is Here - Hillsong United
Sweetly Broken - Jeremy Riddle
Jesus Lord Of Heaven - Phil Wickham
Hour #2:
Rise And Sing - Steve Fee
Salvation Is Here - Hillsong United
Preschool kids sang This Little Light Of Mine and You're Powerful
Sweetly Broken - Jeremy Riddle
Then the elementary kids joined us for:
Happy Day - Tim Hughes
Amazing Grace (Woo Hoo) - no idea
It was a lot of fun!
Monday, June 14, 2010
Song List - June 13, 2010
Cannons - Phil Wickham
Mighty To Save - Hillsong United
Beautiful Jesus - Kristian Stanfill
The Stand - Hillsong United
We also did Jesusland by Ben Folds as a special music. Nathan you will be missed!
If you've never heard the song, here is the music video of the song.
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
2010 VBS Training Video
2010 MCC VBS Training Video from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Lost In Translation
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Coors put its slogan, "Turn it loose," into Spanish, where it was read as "Suffer from diarrhea".
Clairol introduced the "Mist Stick", a curling iron, into Germany only to find out that "mist" is slang for manure. Not too many people had use for the "manure stick".
Scandinavian vacuum manufacturer Electrolux used the following in an American campaign: Nothing sucks like an Electrolux.
In Chinese, the Kentucky Fried Chicken slogan "finger-lickin' good" came out as "eat your fingers off".
The American slogan for Salem cigarettes, "Salem-Feeling Free", was translated into the Japanese market as "When smoking Salem, you will feel so refreshed that your mind seems to be free and empty".
When Gerber started selling baby food in Africa, they used the same packaging as in the US, with the beautiful Caucasian baby on the label. Later they learned that in Africa, companies routinely put pictures on the label of what's inside, since most people can't read English.
Colgate introduced a toothpaste in France called Cue, the name of a notorious porno magazine.
An American T-shirt maker in Miami printed shirts for the Spanish market which promoted the Pope's visit. Instead of "I saw the Pope" (el Papa), the shirts read "I saw the potato" (la papa).
In Italy, a campaign for Schweppes Tonic Water translated the name into "Schweppes Toilet Water".
Pepsi's "Come alive with the Pepsi Generation" translated into "Pepsi brings your ancestors back from the grave", in Chinese.
We all know about GM's Chevy Nova meaning "it won't go" in Spanish markets, but did you know that Ford had a similar problem in Brazil with the Pinto? Pinto was Brazilian slang for "tiny male genitals". Ford renamed the automobile Corcel, meaning "horse".
Hunt-Wesson introduced Big John products in French Canada as Gros Jos. Later they found out that in slang it means "big breasts".
Frank Perdue's chicken slogan, "it takes a strong man to make a "tender chicken" was translated into Spanish as "it takes an aroused man to make a chicken affectionate".
When Parker Pen marketed a ball-point pen in Mexico, its ads were supposed to have read, "it won't leak in your pocket and embarrass you". Instead, the company thought that the word "embarazar" (to impregnate) meant to embarrass, so the ad read: "It won't leak in your pocket and make you pregnant".
The Coca-Cola name in China was first read as "Ke-kou-ke- la", meaning "Bite the wax tadpole" or "female horse stuffed with wax", depending on the dialect. Coke then researched 40,000 characters to find a phonetic equivalent "ko-kou-ko- le", translating into "happiness in the mouth".
Probably the most famous of all is John Kennedy's announcement to the people of Berlin, "Ich bin ein Berliner!" JFK thought he said, "I am a citizen of Berlin!" What he *really* said was, "I am a jelly doughnut!" ("Berliner" is German for "jelly doughnut".)
Some friends from England visited us a few years back. Their teenage daughter got a huge laugh from the name of an airline back then: The Trump Shuttle (Donald Trump's airline). They said in England, "Trump" translated into "fart"!
No wonder macs are the best selling computer in Japan, Microsofts Windows '95 ad slogan, translated into Japanese: "If you don't know where you want to go, we'll make sure you get taken."
June 6, 2010 Song List
Everlasting God - Lincoln Brewster version
Glorious One - Steve Fee
God Of This City - Chris Tomlin version
Only You - David Crowder Band
Decision:
You Are My King - Billy Foote
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Song List - May 30,2010
Because Of Your Love - Paul Baloche and Brenton Brown
Awakening - Chris Tomlin and Reuben Morgan
Meet Us Here - Mike Hornholz
He Knows My Name - Tommy Walker
Thursday, May 27, 2010
No Words
New Arcade Fire single
Here is the new single, I really really like it! (And the spinning record thing is awesome)
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Song List - May 23, 2010
Shine In Me - Caleb Clements
Awakening - Chris Tomlin and Reuben Morgan
Everything - Tim Hughes
You Hold Me Now - Hillsong United
Teacher Appreciation Sunday
Teacher Appreciation Sunday Video from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Swagger Wagon
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
How Great Is Our God done with iPhones
Law Enforcement Recognition Sunday videos
Law Enforcement Recognition Sunday Video #1 from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Law Enforcement Recognition Sunday Video #2 from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Song List - May 16, 2010
Love The Lord - Lincoln Brewster
You Alone - David Crowder Band
Lead Me To The Cross - Brooke Fraser
I also led the classic service, and we did:
Come Now Is The Time To Worship
Be Thou My Vision
Fairest Lord Jesus
Come Thou Fount, Come Thou King
It Is Well (new version)
Joyous Light
I Stand Amazed
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
2010 VBS Promo Video
2010 MCC VBS Promo Video from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
The Greatest Leadership Lesson
It's not learned from an instructional video.
It's not learned from a peer.
It's not learned by watching TED videos.
It's not learned by sitting at John Maxwell's feet.
It's learned from a shirtless dancing doofus.
Mother's Day Videos
In case you missed them, here they are:
Mother's Day Video #1 from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Mother's Day Video #2 from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Mothers' Day Video #3 from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Song List - May 9, 2010
All We Need - Charlie Hall
Hallelujah (Your Love Is Amazing) - Brenton Brown
I Will Sing - Matt Boswell
Only You - David Crowder Band
Friday, May 07, 2010
Help For Haiti
You can register by going here. For more details, contact the church office or see our website.
Help For Haiti Video from Miamisburg Christian Church on Vimeo.
Contemporvant
However, if our focus is on the mission that God has called us to, then Sunday morning is important, but it's not the most important thing.
So check out the video - you'll laugh, probably painfully, because you know it's true.
(I've also included the graphics from my past post.)
"Sunday's Coming" Movie Trailer from North Point Media on Vimeo.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010
The Prayer of St. Fursey
The touch of the Holy Spirit upon my head,
The sign of Christ's cross upon my forehead,
The sound of the Holy Spirit in my ears,
The fragrance of the Holy Spirit in my nostrils,
The vision of heaven's company in my eyes,
The conversation of heaven's company on my lips,
The work of God's church in my hands,
The service of God and the neighbor in my feet,
A home for God in my heart,
And to God, the father of all, my entire being.
Amen.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Song List - May 2, 2010
Salvation Is Here - Hillsong United
Glory To God Forever - Steve Fee
Jesus Lord Of Heaven - Phil Wickham
Only You - David Crowder Band
